Also illness. I would love arthritus up there.There are lots of different ones and each person gets effected differently and it can effect your life. Until you have it or have someone close you do not understand. I have good days and terribel days but it is always there, and that has put people off more than i could ever imagine it is hard to explain but people seem to feel to not invite me anymore incase i have a bad day.

I do not know how to decribe it. My mum has a different arthritus to me and i have to help her alot her everyday living is a nightmare.

I will not be swinging into a saddle easily on my first riding lesson but i will do it! that is my aim.

Sorrry i babbled but i would love that in a book.